Saturday, December 29

Penang.

It is pretty boring over here. Haven't been to any hawkers YET. Been eating hotel food or some shopping mall food since we arrived. Spoils the second aim of coming here in the first place. Oh yea, first aim of coming here was because of the wedding dinner we had to attend. Gosh, it's boring here. I wish mum would take us around eating. In case anyone didn't know, our hotel is just next to Gurney Plaza. Anyway, I'm off to some place now. Will update when I have the time.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Thursday, December 27

Reached My Destination

I've just reached G hotel not long ago. Well, my uncle got us[we're staying together] an executive suite for us, that's located on the executive floor. Well, there's an executive lounge too, that's where I am now, blogging. There's some finger food and beverages. Not too bad. I can't write much for now, I've to go back to the room to get ready for a dinner I'm attending later. There's another one tomorrow.

Julia,
I would like to say I'm sorry I won't be there when you'll be flying off to Sarawak for NS. I would really wanna be there and I hope you guys had fun today in 1U. I bet I missed a lot =) Well, see ya soon girl!

I'm glad you'll be home today. After 3 weeks in Aussie. Hope I get to see you soon though. =)

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Wednesday, December 26

My Chaotic Timetable

It has been sleeping at 1am and waking up at 11 for the past 6 days. It was because of the Christmas production rehearsals. My timetable has been so upside down that my character has been a bit funny too. Haha. Those who have been with me during the production should know. Though it was really tiring, it was also fun overall being part of our church's Christmas production. Lots of pictures were taken backstage. It will be posted on facebook shortly.

This year was my first year joining the Christmas production so it was an eye opening experience for me. I had mixed emotions on the last night of our production. I was happy it was FINALLY over but I was sad that I wasn't going to see my fellow choir mates twice a week anymore in practices. I've met quite a few older people who were really friendly throughout our 2 months of practices. We shared quite a few happy moments during our choir practices which I would definitely miss.

And I would wanna specially thank Daniel Wong and Darren Here and also Se-Ken for sending me for practices. Especially Dan Wong la anyway and also Joel Wong and Ng Salby that has taken good care of me and also all my beloved friends[sorry, I'm not about to name it all, so yea].

Anyway, Merry Christmas to all! [well, it's not too late]

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Sunday, December 16

Tongue Sticking Moment

Taken in Sal's party.
Another tongue sticking moment. LoL. Also another picture taken by our very own famous joker from Calvary Youth, Benjamin Ong C.H.![whom just went to U.S. yesterday]
Heart,
Ee Laine

16/12/07

It has been a hectic month for me. Been trying to finish my Grade 6 theory syllabus in a year and there is Christmas production too. But our of the many many things I have to do. I still find time going online. Funny. My mum would kill me if she knew about my work load. LoL. I haven't been able to catch up with a few of my old friends, I hope you all would forgive me. It has been pleasant and yet painful this year, but I survived and I thank God for that. Without his help and grace, I'm sure I would have fallen long long time ago. and I thank God for those who have been by my side through thick and thin, without you guys, I wouldn't be who I am today.

I hope Joel gets well soon. He said he's better too. Keep your prayers coming! Pray for Tab too, she's sick after coming back from H.U.G.E. camp. Do Pray for Calvary Church's Christmas production too. =)

I don't think I'll be updating anytime soon, so be patience.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Saturday, December 15

KLIA Trip

I didn't know saying goodbye to someone you knew for years was so hard. It didn't feel anything when we reached the airport. We were all so tired and blur and some were also happily laughing away in their own little world.


Darren Yeong, Joshua Kanesan, Tabita, Katrina, Julia, Daniel Teo, Salby, Joel Wong, Emmy, Claryn, Brian, Shawn Sham, Oliver, Ben's family and I were there to sent him off this morning at the airport. We didn't feel anything until it was time for him to depart. I felt this sad feeling, knowing that your good friend would be leaving, just right in front of your eyes. When he took turns hugging everyone, I felt my tears coming. Well, to cut the long story short, we cried and we stayed there for awhile crying. As much as guys like to run away from the fact that they do cry sometimes, you can't run away from the fact that you'll miss your best buddie you've had for years, even it's only for a year.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Friday, December 14

Sal's Surprise Party + H.U.G.E. Camp

On the 9th of December 2007, it was Salby Ng's surprise party at her house. It was AWESOME. I'll put all the pictures in facebook soon when my Internet is working properly, or you could go to Lauranne's.
Sal, Emmy, Lauranne.
It was Joel's turn after that.
Emmy and I with our cupcakes. Just randomness.
Same as the above.
Sal and I.
All of us with our cupcakes.
Then the next day, I was off to camp. H.U.G.E. camp. I was rooming with the 3 best person I can ever ask for, Julia, Katrina and Lisa. It has been a wonderful 4days and 3 nights camp with them and a few other new friends I've made. The speakers were fantastic. Those who were considering to go and decided to bail out last minute, you guys really missed it! Well, there's still next year.
I came back from camp yesterday feeling physically tired because I haven't been having 8 full hours of sleep for the past 5-6 days. The max was 5 hours. I thank God I'm home because I missed my bed so much. I missed having long bath and I missed my room. I missed mum's home cooked food. I miss my parents, my brother and irritating my sister. LoL. All those feelings are gone now! Woot!
For those who don't know, Ben Ong is flying off tomorrow morning. Early morning. So if you read this before 9-9.30 tomorrow morning [15/12/07], do call and wish him goodbye at least.
Heart,
Ee Laine
troubled lil girl

Saturday, December 8

Alpha Party Photos

There are too many photos taken so I'm going to put them on face boook. So just go check it out there. =)

Heart,
Ee Laine

Friday, December 7

My.Week.

Almost everyday, I wake up every morning to find my house empty and deserted[except the maid in the house]. It gives me a lonely feeling inside of me that I can't seem to push away even though finding someone else to talk with. But I'm off to camp on Monday and I hope that feeling would go away.
Just last night we had our Alpha party over at Adrian Lee's condo. It was Fun! I enjoyed bbq-ing. It was raining while we were bbq-ing so imagine us all holding umbrellas and torch lights and bbq-ing[because there wasn't any light around the bbq pit]. Pictures coming up soon, so you you guys have to wait until I get the pictures from Michelle. Though it was raining, it was still hot over at the bbq pit. After everything, we had photo session. LoL. Here are a few.


Adrian[Boss], Stoning Gab, and I

Kerby with his drink, Emmy with Pringles, greedy Joel with his the whole bottle of 100 Plus and me with my potato topped with sour cream and my spoon with sour cream *all smiles*.

Haha. I didn't get the bunny ears.

I just squeezed in just in time for my face to be taken. Hehehe.Aww man, John Yee! Did you have to do that?! Jonathan Chuah, Gab and I.
1..2..POSE!
Guess who?

That's all for Alpha party for now. Have to wait awhile for more pictures.

Have a fun and safe trip in Aussie. I'm here missing you. *smiles*

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Tuesday, November 13

Last 2 Weeks

It was our Beloved Youth Pastor's birthday, Pastor Steven Kum on the 3rd this month. They had some small party[kinda] for pastor but I didn't take much of a photo. Just me doing something stupid. Yes, Ben's idea anyway.
My tongue sticking moment.
That's Kimberly at the background sticking out her tongue too.
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Here's the picture I promised you HuiYi. Trip to the Hospital to visit Min.

Here's the other one. With my hair permed.

Memories not to be forgotten with Min.

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I just had my haircut yesterday, after so many months. It's until my shoulder. I actually wanted to cut shoter but it's going to be a problem when I go back to school so I decided not to in the end. It's not that bad, as I had feared. Here's a snap of my new haircut. My head feels so much lighter right now. LoL. and I don't have to use so much of shampoo anymore.

Heart, Ee Laine.

Thursday, November 1

Filled with emotion

As I was lying down on my bed last night, sudden emotions just swept through me. the memorable ones. the painful ones. and suddenly tears started rolling down my cheeks. I urged them to stop but it kept coming. There are somethings in the past I've been holding on for far too long that has surfaced the past few weeks. It had caused my mood swings at times and have hurt my best of friends[truly sorry].

I decided not to attend school today. Despite the boredom awaiting me at home, I still decided not to go to school yet to another day of nothing in school. It didn't make much of a difference anyway. I miss those times when I look forward to going to school. The fun that was ahead each day, has been taken away. After the 3rd term exam was over, school has become a place i never really like anymore. It never gives me the feeling of belonging like it used to. I miss you Wen Min. I'm not the only one anyway. It isn't the same without you during recess. Things are different now.

I would like to wish all who are sitting for SPM and STPM all the best. God bless.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Monday, October 22

Raining season

As the rain poured down, I stared out the window and childhood memories came flooding back to me. I remember when I was a young, I used to run out of the house to play under the rain, so care free and just enjoying the fun. How I wish I could turn back time, back when life was free from unwanted worries and problems. I think staring out into the rain is the best time to think, to cry and for me, I feel very peaceful inside every time it rains.

I had Christmas Choir practice yesterday and of course I had to rush to church as practice started at 7.30. After reaching home at 7.15, I had a quick bath[I think the quickest in my life] and ate my dinner on my way to church. I had pasta[yay! my favourite.haha] and reached at about 7.45. I heart practice, I love them. Though it might get boring at times but I enjoy the time spent singing. At 9.30, we were all dismissed. And as usual I went to greet all my other friends who were there[and also ask for transport home]. Darren Here was so generous enough to send me home. Thank you!again. Actually the full story was that Daniel Wong, Ben Jin and Darren were all going down to Ss2 to have supper[maybe it was because of me, LoL]. I decided to join them last minute because I found out that my whole family wasn't home either and I didn't want to be the one reaching home FIRST. They were suppose to go to Mee Yoke Lim but it was closed so we headed to Glutton square. At first I decided not to eat but then I just had to eat. Ben Jin drank Squirrel soup.Eww.....................[to the max] and I guess they kept pulling my leg. They said it was fun[yea sure, I can die earlier too] but nevertheless it was a fun night. It felt good ending my night with a big smile plastered on my face. Thank you guys!

Heart,Ee Laine

Thursday, October 4

Pics.

Just felt like putting up some pictures. Enjoy
My family
After countless of hours doing this, my masterpiece!!

Cute boy. I forgot his name though.
Perky lil boy. SO round and cute.
Full moon. Miss this boy to bits.
And me! smiles.

Tuesday, October 2

2/10/07

How time flies... Soon, it's going to be another year and thinking back, I see that many many things have changed. Some the good, some the bad. But when I look at myself, I realised I myself haven't really improved myself for the better that much. Disappointed. Though I see no point crying over spilt milk, I'm trying my best to do what has to be done before the year comes to a close, once again.

Had a long chat with my brother on Sunday night. I missed talking to him*you know bro-sis bonding time kinda thing* It's nice to talk to him, it's not when he lectures though XD The bottom line is, he's a good brother =)

Gosh, I just finished 125grams of gummies with aquatic animal's shape. Dad just came to see what I was doing and took one of it. Better go buy more of these!

Heart,
Ee Laine

Saturday, September 29

Prayer Answering God.

After almost a month without updating my bloggie, I'm back.

I got a new phone after that stupid incident *refer to post "unbelievable"* I'm still using the same number peeps. I would really appreciate it if you would just send a short message to my number for me to save it. Thanks.

These past few weeks have been problems after problem. Troubled lil mind here.. Haha.. Though, there're reasons why I named my post "prayer Answering God". Firstly, He gave a new phone, one I didn't deserve but asked for. Secondly, He gave me refuge when I was troubled and people willing to listen about my problems and encouragements. Lil things brighten up people's day, you just never know when and never know who.

Today was my first time back up singing in youth for worship. I was far from nervous actually, excited more like it but thanks for all the encouragements peeps =)

All the best to those who are taking PMR, I guess this is a lil late. Oh well.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Wednesday, September 5

My heart.

You can say, there were very few that touched my heart, but many that had broken my heart. Few had left sweet memories with me but many had left deep scars within. The only reason why I'm writing this is because I can't stand it anymore. Though you might not know you're hurting me, it doesn't matter, I'll still be there for you, till the very end.

From the very bottom of my heart,
Ee Laine

Sunday, August 19

Unbelievable

I couldn't bring myself to tell this to everyone but here goes....

Well, you see my dad misplaced my phone and HE CAN'T FIND IT!
I'm still pissed off my parents haven't find my phone back. I'm so sorry to those who tried to get me, I can't do anything about that. Just try to get my house, alright? Call all you want, drive my parents up the wall. Haha.. I didn't mean that, I would kill you if you do call my house so many times. I wrote this post just to say this. I still can't believe it that my parents are still IN THE PROCESS of finding my phone. They've used up all my patience.

P/S-Thanks Sal, Joel, Ben, Eric and Ian for the encouragement/advice yesterday and today. I think you know what I mean.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Sunday, August 5

Pure Tired

The past few days had been a few hours of sleep and being out the whole day. It has been really tiring.

3rd August
Had to wake up at 6.30 to wake my brother up and I had to wake up at 7 so my mum though why not wake up at 7 too because there was only one alarm clock working in the house and sadly mummy was away. There was suppose to be a tuition class at 8 but my mum called me up at 7.45 to tell me it was canceled. I went to school in a mess. If you didn't know, I don't have control over my temper when I'm really tired. Just a tip. Don't disturb me when I'm tired. There was thing bunch of guys who disturbed me in class[well, they always so] and well, I yelled at them. I know I shouldn't have done that and there's no excuse but I couldn't stand it. That's basically Friday.

4th
11th SPM National Bible Knowledge Quiz 2007[CHS]
I didn't exactly sleep really early last night either[like I was suppose to]. I started my day early at 5.30. I was ushering so had to be in school by 6.30[no, I'm not complaining]. When I reached school, took a shirt and went to change. After that, I was assigned to clean the hall. I had to carry this load full of rubbish bag to the garbage store in the far end of the school. Man, my hand is aching now. All the ushers had to attend a briefing at 6.55. After we were dismissed, we were around giving booklets to everyone. I had to be at the registration counter because there was lack of people. After the registration, participants were ordered to the open area in front of the foyer to gather before they started off. After a prayer and all, participants were dismissed to their classrooms. Everything passed in a blur after that. I was in cf room most of the time, enjoying the company of few of my dear friends. I didn't stay back for the whole thing. Had to follow Cheryl back to her house and take a bath and eat then rush to youth. Today's topic in youth was "acceptance". It really hit me hard in the head when Jonathan said Calvary Youth wasn't ready to give up anything, not our clique, the feeling of being secure around our friends and maybe even 5 minutes. Most of the time, I really do try to talk to a newcomer, or maybe someone without a friend. but sometimes, I'm so caught up in my clique I forget about them. At times, we have to put ourselves in other people's shoe. How would they feel? If they weren't accepted, would they come back to CY anymore? Our leader's vision is to see CY grow, and it's up to you and I to make that come true. Jonathan, Emilia, Jen, Joel, Clarin, Christine, Se-Ken.. and the other leaders.. They're there to guide us, they can't take care of all the unaccepted in our youth group. Do remember, A lollipop is always available from Ben Toh to reach out, just ask! Choir was after that, then Ben Jin sent me to 1u[thanks again] because my parents were there. Had this boring function to attend there. I reached home at about 11 and once again slept really late.

5th
Sunday. The usual routine. Wake up, get ready, breakfast at home then we're off to church as a family. Sermon, Holy Communion, Benediction then end of service. Rush to KFC to get our lunch then got back to church for our first aid course. Our[my brother and I] last class to attend. Total of 7 classes from the 24th of June every Sunday at 1.30-4.00. And we had our practical exam today. Everyone in class had to take turns being a casualty and a first-aider. I was paired with my brother[again] and I thank God it was him because if he wasn't there I would have failed. When it was my turn to become the casualty, he was needed to massage my thighs. It's really ticklish the way he did it[LoL]. He did great I guess. 4.00.....Wow! Finally I finished my first aid course! and I was exhausted and couldn't wait to go home. Later did I know..... mum couldn't start her car[she was in Bangsar], that meant I was still stuck in church[nightmare!]. Then there was... Ben Ong to the rescue![what?!] My mum found out that actually the car battery was flat[yes, FLAT] and we had to go to a petrol station to get one. Then we took Ben's car back to my mum's car and he changed the car batt. Took round 15 mins then we were heading home! Yay! That time was already 6. After taking a bath and now I'm in front of the computer finishing this post.

Well, it's been a wonderful yet busy weekend. I thank God for giving me strength to help me throughout the whole day yesterday and today. Thank you Min, Stephen, Ben, Kel, Ben Jin, Asher, Eric, Cheryl, Rachel, Thong Ding and all, I guess without you guys this weekend, it would have been pretty meaningless. =)

Heart,
Ee Laine

Saturday, July 14

Time.

I feel like I'm running to take back time. Gripping onto time so hard it runs through your fingers. I want them back. But every time I try, I lose even more time. I sit there, and I say to myself "How nice if things were back to normal. If we wouldn't have anymore awkward silences, we could talk endlessly until our mouth were so dry. Things happened, I tried to fix it but I didn't know we would end up not talking anymore. Many things has changed since January. I miss those times where I could just lay there, and feel so free. Half a year has gone, have I made the right choices? Done the right things?" and the list goes on.... one thing i know is that I'm quite happy where I am now and I don't want things to change. but then things change, people change, some things are just unavoidable. Sometimes I feel like a lost sheep, and I need my Shepherd to lead me back to the herd. And sometimes I sit there and feel so left out, I so wish that someone would just walk up to me and talk to me.. Many may see me as the bubbly and always hyper kinda person, but I do have my down times too. Brightening some one's day is so simple I think even small kinder gardeners know how to do it. The only thing you need to do is to go up to your friend and talk to them. When you're down, you would really like someone to do that too. Why not be that someone so someone else life may be bless by what lil things you've done. No matter how small your job, God sees.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Thursday, July 12

Motivational Talk.

I was sent for a motivational talk last week [by I don't know which teacher.well, way to go Ee Laine], it was so boring. Well, I survived. I learnt one thing when I walked out that door, I hate people who interrupts when someone else is talking. I did listen throughout the talk, just that I was ready to fall asleep anytime because it was conducted in Chinese[good heavens!]. After we got back to class[I wasn't the only one in my class who went for that stupid thing alright], teacher told us[those who went for the pathetic talk] that we had to present it in front of the class what WE have learnt. "The counselors told me that............[Your future is the result of your present]." I jotted down some stuff there ok. That proves I WAS listening! I never did regret listening[though it might be really pathetic to me, but still]. I did found out how lucky I was too. Well, I'm really blessed, more like it.

Heart,
Ee Laine

Sunday, June 24

14?

Sorry I delayed this post. Had no time. Here are a few pictures from the night before my brithday when I celebrated it with my family. I'm so sorry about the China pictures. I managed to get a few back, and the others, are missing.. Sorry Hui Yi. I know you're all excited and all but.... well, face it, I lost it alright.


My family and I.

Mummy and I.

Joanne and birthday girl.

My 2nd cake.

=)

Dear girls.

Enjoy the pics! =)

Heart, Ee Laine

Thursday, May 31

trip back to Penang

Went back to that lil island on Monday and had loads of fun.. I'm a lil lazy to write, so I'll just put the pics in..

My brother taking picture of a dead jellyfish.. He couldn't help but be fascinated by it..
Watch the sunset before your eyes.
Just enjoying the beach. =)Fine dining restaurant. The only one up there in Batu Ferringhi[I think].
Just before dinner. One more for mua..The wine shelf.Haha.. The lil girl got fooled by me. Okay, for the camera right now.Watch me..and then she gets naughty.Last but not least, the baby boy![he's huge]


That's all for the Penang trip. I'll come back with more pictures when I get back from China. Hope you enjoyed them.

Saturday, May 19

What a week.

My week started out "awesome". On Tuesday, I had to call my mum to school to pick me up because my stomach was aching really badly. Thank God mummy came. I was really in pain alright. Can't blame the girl. The best thing was, I didn't have to eat school food. Yay! I ate good food. Nice right? Haha.. Better than all me buddies in school. Sorry you couldn't join me. =p The Lower Sixers are back to school.. Oh.....

Wed was teacher's day. I Had to be at school by 6.30[for lm duty] and had to wake up at 5.30 to get ready. I was half asleep while in school but I did have fun making fun of my friends in school that day. 2 of my friends followed me home that day. We went back to our former school[no idea why, to see old friends actually] then went to ss2. The day ended and I was happy to crawl back to my nice warm bed and wake up the next morning fully energised.

Thursday was a boring day. I slept a lot in class. That day passed by in a blur. I was glad the school was over when the last bell rang off. Went back to my trans porter's car and got back home at 7.15 to bathe then eat my dinner.

Friday.. One of my favourite days. I enjoyed part of today. I didn't enjoy waking up this morning at 9 because I wanted to sleep longer. I also didn't enjoy science period in science lab today. It was so noisy that I could hardly hear teacher and then I was having a headache. I enjoyed CF,English lesson[not because we had lesson, I like today because we were just discussing about our NIE project] and the walk back to the car. Finally, the weekend.

My exams are just around the corner. Gotta start studying. Oh well....

Heart
Ee Laine

Friday, May 11

Big Time "hero"

This post is specially dedicated to our form's big time "hero"/stunt man, Ooi Joshua. He jumped from the first floor of the A block's corridor to the ground below on Wednesday. He broke the fibre glass roof below and cut himself. He had a really long and deep cut on his hand and a few small ones on the leg. The next day, we heard that he had a total of 12 stitches on his hand. Super man.. Hahaha..

Heart
Ee Laine

Thursday, May 3

Something let loose from the shell

You might think Pn. Giam(2B1's Malay teach) is all stern and stuck-up, well the truth is she's not that bad. We(Hui Yi & I) were doing our oral(in Malay of course) and we totally made teacher laugh. I don't think teacher would give us so low marks, that wasn't bad you know, for making her laugh, I mean. I guess it's good for her, to laugh once in a while so her mood lightens up. Unlike us, we laugh too much, xP yes we're crazy fellas, as all can see. HaHaHa... I like it that way and I hope it'll stay that way. To all the rockers in 2B1, you girls rock! Thanks for rocking my world too, I hope you girls will never get tired of me making you all laugh. =)

Heart
Ee Laine

Opinions.

I'm working on my oral presentation with my another friend and I though of getting opinions from as many people as I can get. So please do write back.

What do you define "A life's that's meaningful"? A life lived to the fullest? In what way? and the questions go on and on.... I bet you guys have a lot to say.. So start typing back....... Stop staring at the screen. =P

Heart
Ee Laine

Monday, April 30

who said you were insignificant?

Sometimes you might think you're just an insignificant being just being on earth maybe because you're not a leader, or maybe you're young. That's not true. If he/she is a leader, they're still human. They go through what we, as members(or whatever you want to call yourself) and we're not lower than they are neither are they above us. You might not know but sometimes you might just touch or even give a piece of "advice" unexpectedly. It's funny how God works sometimes. You might not know how much a friend needs a laught and when you're there, your friend just laughs at something you do or something you say. There might be times when you say something and it just encourages your friend. So when you think you're some insignificant dude hanging around and start thinking yourself as a blessing. I hope this might be something to you guys who are reading.

Heart
Ee Laine

Friday, April 27

MIA for the past few weeks.

The few reasons why I have been MIAing are..

  1. I couldn't log in my blog.
  2. I've been quiet busy these few weeks, kinda.
  3. I didn't have anything to write on, kinda too.

Sorry to all the "fans" out there who missed me while I was not updating my blog. LoL.

It has been an exciting week compared to last week. It has been a really challenging week like the week before. Through all these problems, I actually got to know my friends better and mabye some way or another touched their hearts.

Other that all those stuff, I enjoyed the ALMOST peace and quiet class room as there was a lot of marching going on and many people from my class was missing. There weren't THAT much noise so I could read my book without any interruption.

Easter rally organised by my school's Christian Felloship was held today in our lecture hall. It wasn't all too bad but I think last year's turn up was more than this year. Mabye because there was marching going on and sports day was next week and they were making early preparations. Well, that's what I assume. The speaker this year funny, unlike the previous pastor last year who was really serious. Overall, it wasn't all too bad.

Today passed with a blur. It just felt like time was just slipping through my fingers and by the time I was aware, it was the end of another school week and the beggining of another weekend which I have been longing for all week. Yet another week of don't-know-what-might-happen week but it's just really exciting to see what lies ahead. You might not know what might happen or who you might bless, with a single smile mabye. Smile, dont frown =)

Hearts, Ee Laine.

Friday, March 23

What An Experience

On Wednesday this week, one of my CF committee came to me when he saw me in the library and asked me if I was willing to do announcements for CF, well, I *secretly* wanted to do it since last year. I really though it would be *fun*[which wasn't really. You feel pressured you know. Every single word you say is being heard by, well, in my school, 300 students, or more?]. I didn't turn down his offer, of course, and he though I would be shaking on stage.

Just the following day, I had to make the announcement in front of the whole Form 1 and 2. Although I had to admit I was a little excited and all but inside, I was nervous. I didn't really let it show though[I'm just really good at hiding my feelings sometimes =) ]. I got one of my good buddies to accompany me up on stage[Wen Min]. It was much better with her on my side, because someone else didn't even want to stand beside me[well, you know who you are and you ought to feel bad for ditching your dear friend =P].

I actually had a paper to read from[well, of course] and I read it a few times through just to make sure I got all the pronunciation correctly. Well, I went on stage, look at my paper and read it all out. When I was halfway through,Wen Min asked me whether I switched on the mike I was speaking through. Then only did I realise that the whole time I was speaking through a mike that WASN'T even switched on[omg, so embarrassing]. After that, I quickly switched on the mike and apologised[I still have not a single idea why I said "sorry"] and finished my announcement.

I really THANK YOU Wen Min for being there, or not I would have say the whole announcement out and didn't really a thing. My apologies for being so insensitive. I didn't shake during the whole announcement alright Ivan Peh. I noticed that the stage is really hot. Like no fan and all.but HaHa. You were wrong. xP

Heart
Ee Laine

Friday, March 2

What's viewing from a different point of view.

Being rejected by everyone in class is something you wouldn't want in your entire life. Sad to say I have a friend who is in a situation like that. Being the most annoying guy in class and the "most liked" student among the teachers. But some how, he got to be one of my close friends and I'm fine with it.

Our friendship started with a sms. At first I was irritated because like all my other class mates, I disliked him. As I got to know him more, I didn't see him the way everyone saw him anymore. It was like seeing him in another point of view and I totally saw a different guy in him. Although he is still the guy everyone knows and well, dislike, I know that we have something in common that not many have in common with him, a friendship.

I really think everyone, the ones who are irritating, those who have hurt you or wronged against you deserve a second chance. What if you find yourself in that situation? You would really like the other person to give a second chance to see you from a whole different point of view right? That's what I did, and I think by now(if you're in my class) you'll know who I'm talking about. I hope you'll give him that oppourtunity

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Ee Laine

Friday, January 19

what I wanted to write down.

It's been quite long since I've updated my blog. Since the school started, I've been quite busy with school and all the other things going on. Mum has been arranging all my tuition so that it'll fit my timetable. That wasn't so bad after all you know. Now that I've actually gotten used to it. I just need to find time to finish that pile of homework with all the activities going on on time.

My school totally rocks, but come to think of it, my class isn't that nice at all(except with those few ppl around). They're so crazily noisy, you can't even concentrate. Did I mention, 3/4 of the students in the class speaks Chinese. I know what some of you are might be thinking, like one of the parents said, "are you guys really from Chatolik? why are you all talking in English?" Hey. Let me remind you, if the school specialises in Chinese, doesn't mean All of their students must speak Chinese although they do learn it. Hm. Next, we go on to TEACHERS. They're nice. Well, most of them. I have this really really REALLY AWESOME teacher. She's my art teacher and she's like super duper nice. She's also funny. Not like any of our other teachers. My Chinese teacher is not so bad. She talks A LOT. I think we're kinda far behind from the other classes coz she always talk crap. Always out of topic instead of teaching. I really don't know whether she can finish the syllabus in time. My Geography teacher doesn't really teach much. Same goes to my Moral teacher. My Sivik teacher is nice. She was my former purple house head teacher. There was this lady in the canteen that though I was my Sivik teacher's daughter when I was asking teacher something. I really was shocked by what she said. I didn't even look a bit like my teacher and that question just came out from the lady's mouth.

I'm done for now. x) CF shirt is green. Yay..

P/S- why is the exclamation mark not allowed?

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Ee Laine