I'm back. Hee.. Gosh. High now and I feel like going "whee-ing". Haha.. back to the good old days, Ben Ong would say.

Well, back to here. Had the usual Saturday youth service last week. It was Calvary Youth's very own production. It was GREATTT! You should have been there, yes you reading it, if you weren't there. =P

Stayed over at Emmy's house that night. That's because I didn't want my parents to send me to the Putra Hockey Stadium at 4.45 in the morning the next day for Easter Sunrise Service. My family didn't attend Sunrise Service anyway. I woke up in a daze the next morning at 3.45 [because Emmy's mum had to go early, but we didn't in the end, like how weird. Waking up so early for nuts]. Took my bath, the usual thing and slipped out of my sleeping wear to change into my formal wear. Here's a few pics taken on Saturday when we had practice.

Here's another almost complete fam pic. Kai ye missing this time. [Kai ma, Salby and Kai che, Katrina]. The Chan brothers just couldn't help but interrupt our picture.
With kai che and Jamie. I can't help but say it again Jamie, I love how you highlighted your hair! and Cheah "trying" to bite[?] my hand.

I think there's a few more pics from Annabelle. Will post it up later when I get them.

I changed my spectacles, again. Power went up, again. How horrible. But there's a good side to it. This one's very much nicer. *grins* I caught Jo sleeping in science. Ha!! Caught you guilty with evidence. But she missed nothing important. Mr. Clemmy was just talking about some peeps, when reached puberty, they develop physically but not emotionally and psychologically and teacher was going on about how this will lead them in doing stupid things

taking their life away. Anyway, that's not the point. The POINT is, I caught her sleeping.

The camry is sweeeeeeeet! I know, I know, I'm not a big fan of cars but the camry, oh my word! It's so smooth. OK, I know you're gonna say something like "DUH, it's a camry!" but hey, like I said, not a big fan of cars.

Easter Rally stuff coming along good.

Easter Rally will be held next Friday. At 12.35-2 in our school's[Chatolik High School] lecture hall. All are invited!

Drama practice is my favourite. We got to skip the last 2 periods on Monday, Tuesday and yesterday. We got to skip 4 periods today. Drama practices have become my highlight of those days. I couldn't stand those remarks I get from some peeps in class. I get to be who I really am in practice and I'm happy there.

Parents are not home. Went to mum's hometown to send seeds there. I'm sure my parents are having a great time time, without us. And back here in the house, where 3 monkeys live now, without any supervision, are wrecking the house. Wait, nono. We're not doing that. Everyone's minding their own business actually. Kel's in his room, Jo watching the television and I'm here, minding my own business too. The 2 have school, those butts, while I am going to school tomorrow for drama practice.

I think I'm done saying all I want. I feel that there's something that's missing but I cannot recall. Oh well.

Heart, Ee Laine.

It has been in and out non-stop for me for the last 2 days. My school's Christian Fellowship had a "paint the banner drive" [I like to call it that] for our Easter Rally banner on Thursday. It's done! Thank you to all on behalf of all the Easter Rally committee,for those who came and help. Wouldn't have finished it if it weren't for you guys. Sorry I had to leave early. I had tuition. And.. The Camry arrived that day too. Finally, after the long wait.

and due to some peeps saying it ain't safe, I've decided to take it out. I'm sure you've seen one.

After I had my tuition, went for Vicky's party in her oh-so-beautiful house. I didn't snap any picture because my phone was almost out. Man, should have charged my phone. Anyway, the party was, great. I'm going to say it as many times as possible. It was the best, so far. While everyone was waiting for the last game to be prepared, the "food testing" game, Benedict stole the limelight. He was just playing away on the piano. Good stuff, Jasmine would say. Well, the rest of the party, I need to be inspired to be writing it all out, sadly, I am not inspired at the moment. Sorry.

Well, went to 1U yesterday and met up with Vicky again. We ate at Ms Read. Brunch or lunch? I don't know. Brunch for me and lunch for her I guess. We had hot chocolate with marshmallows. It's so rich that it's so nice! and Sheppard pie. It has a top covering of mash potato, which is really delicious.


After that, we headed to a CD shop, Vicky wanted to get some stuff, then we went hunting for a ballet pumps for me *all smiles* We went to quite a few shoe shops but couldn't find one that's nice. Then finally I came to one and finally settled on buying this one! It's a beauty too!

Anyway, I'll be missing from the blogging realm for awhile now. Can't update too often. Won't be having so much time to blog anymore. Oh well.

Heart, Ee Laine.

Goshness, so many birthdays this month.
Anyway... It was Victoria's *also known as Vicky* birthday yesterday. Correction.
SWEET 16.

Blessed Belated Sweet 16 Dear Vicky!

Had no time to update yesterday as I was out the whole day too. She celebrated her birthday the night before in her oh-so-beautiful house. It was a blast! Met a few really friendly friends of hers and her also oh-so-friendly mother.

I've only known her for about 2 weeks through drama. I was surprised when she gave me and a few other drama peeps that she also just knew the invitation to her birthday party on Monday. Vicky's one nice girl to talk to, really sociable too. Thanks for the invite, again, and I had a blast.

Heart,

Ee Laine.

Rachel Gan Li Zhen.

Happy 15th birthday Rachel Gan Li Zhen!!!

Rach on the far right, taken in Chinese tuition last year.

Rachel Gan! You're 15! Ok, wait, I'm 15 too. Haha.. Well, you're a year older now. Earlier than many of us, at least. Anyway, it's been a great pleasure knowing you through CW Rach. The fashion addict and anti-lala girl I've known for 3 years. Love ya girl. Continue loving the Lord dear. =)

Heart, Ee Laine.

Drama and my dinner.

Monday started off not too bad. Had drama practice today and yesterday. We get to skip the day's classes. How cool huh? Yea. It was fun practicing but sometimes when we fooled around too much, we get sounding form teacher. How horrible. The classroom we used to practice was in such horrible state when we first entered. It has not been used since last year. The layer of dust was so think it was so visible. We took quite awhile to clean the place up, to a certain level of cleanliness at least but it was still horrible. I had to open all the windows after that and blast the fan to get rid of that stale smell. Ugh. But drama was fun, nevertheless. Haha.. Those peeps are a whole heap of fun. Enjoyed the 2 days with you peeps.

Went to eat dinner in Kayu with mama and Jo just now. And this is what mum and I ate.

My dinner. Was awesome. Look at the sotong, and the beef rendang over there, and the mixes curries in my rice. Shared with mum,of course. =D

and mum's. Hers was like, so little.

That lil girl ate with us, although she already ate her dinner at 6.

Gosh, I'm so bored.

Heart, Ee Laine.

Well, it's back to school tomorrow for most of us. Sigh. Not much time to update and care for my lil blog here anymore. I'm going to miss you bloggie

5 things I miss right now,

1. I miss going out with my friends. I miss you guys! Like really really do. Esp that 5 peeps I went CW with. Esther, Rach, Gab, Vern, John.

2. I miss my long calls with him. You're off to sunburst and I'm off to church.

3. I miss Salby, Joel, Ben who's in US and Stephen.

4. I miss my pink notebook. I can't find it. If you have seen it anywhere, please return it. I really really really need it. It's hot pink, with a heart in the middle.

5. I miss my cousins. Yea. As weird as it seems.

I'm off to bathe now. Bye peeps.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Dear Cousin.

My poor cousin who's living in Malacca is going for National Service next Tuesday[18/03/08]. Her camp is in Rembau. I know she's going to dread it and complain a lot during/after her camp. I so wish I could go down and see her, make fun of her and laugh at her before she goes off. That is what cousins are for, aren't they? Haha. Well, my trips down to Malacca would be boring from now on since you won't be there. Only temporarily though, thank goodness. I'll keep you in my prayers. Don't worry about *hantu*,as you said you were afraid there would be. *hugs* see you soon then.


p/s- Julia Low, is home from NS! Welcome home dear!

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Flowers.

I have this recent liking of flowers. Big, pretty flowers. Haha.. They make me happy. I don't know where it came from but it just came one day. Went to the morning market just now and bought some more pretty flowers.

It's on my study table right now. So pretty.

Heart,

Ee Laine.

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A new year is always said to have new beginnings and changes. But what has changed actually? The thought sent a chill down my spine. I never had a new year's resolution. Never intended one anyway. But I never see much improvement in myself as every year passed by like I'm just running down life's road.

WHOA!

Time to slow down, I thought to myself. Time to take things my own pace. Trying to thrive but going too fast. Oh well. Too caught up with stuff sometimes I guess.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

My morning.

I awoke at the sound of my vibrating phone this morning. In such haste, I picked up the call and on the other end of the line was dear girl Shu Mei. Asked me about drama practice today. THERE WAS NO PRACTICE. You could have just contacted teacher instead of waking me up. After the short call, I went back to bed but then came another message from dear girl Tan Wen Min asking about drama practice again. Shu Mei, why didn't you text her back! Ok. Then I really went back to sleep after texting Wen Min back. Not long after sleeping, my mum peeped into my room and cheerfully wish me good morning. It's been awhile since mum did that. The last time she did that was when I still slept in her room when I was much younger. But I went back to sleep after that, without any disturbance until 11.30 when I finally woke up. It's great that Kel and Jo is not home. No noise and nonsense around the house.

The 1 week holiday is coming to an end. I haven't done much but bum around. That's what I do best I guess.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

I hope you get better dear girl who's dehydrated due to the stress and lack of rest during the exam week. I'll be praying for you.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Craving

I just finished dipping my marshmallows into chocolate not long ago. I've got quite a lot and I'm bringing some over on Sat for youth if there still is any, because Hui Yi might finish it all if she comes over on Friday. She just has a very strong craving for marshmallows all the time. Just Hui Yi, enough said. I just had this sudden craving for chocolates. I can feel that I'm getting fatter each bite I take. Argh. Have the overcome this craving soon before I eat too much of chocolates. I'm seriously high right now, after eating all the extra chocolate that wasn't used for dipping my marshmallows. Hee..

I'm off to watch CSI. Bye peeps.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Birthday Dedication.

Happy 22nd birthday dear Victor Liu!!

It has been a great blessing getting to know you, and it's also been ages since I saw you. I hope you do come back to church some time soon. So I get to make it up to you for your 2 birthdays I missed since I knew you. Haha. Well, kinda missed having you around. The dude who always liked to tease me and make fun of me whenever there is opportunity. I'll see you around then. Blessed birthday! =)

Heart,

Ee Laine.

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The other day, my family and I were talking over lunch then dad said there's 3 kind of peeps in this world.

Peeps No. 1
Those who know nuts what's happening.

Peeps No. 2
Those who see things happen.

Peeps No. 3
Those who make things happen.


It got me kinda thinking and I told daddy I wanted to be the 3rd one. Well, if I'm going to complain about this and that, it ain't going to happen unless I put an effort to make things happen. Which are you today? 1,2 or 3?

Heart,
Ee Laine

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Well, after much thought, I decided to go for another try to re-audition for the main lead. No point crying over it if I'm not going to take another go. Thanks Stephen, Ben and Eric for the support.

Mummy and Daddy are off to Yong Peng tomorrow to conquer durian. I decided not to go. It's going to be super duper boring without Kel in the car. No regrets there at least.

I realised I've been blogging quite often. Hm. Means I'm spending too much time on the computer. Oh my. This is bad.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

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Came back from drama practice today with my head low. It didn't help brighten up my mood when I came home to an empty house and also to the threatening dark clouds that were hovering above. My maid opened the door and I went straight to my room. Alright, I didn't get the main lead, disappointed, yes, but it has greatly shaken me, in a way. I'm sorry. I just thought I would get it. Congrats Fareen anyway for getting it. Guess you deserved it.

I feel like getting away from everything right now, and just sit for a moment, without anything to worry about. But I guess that will be a never dream come true. You can break a man and he still can go on but when you break a man's spirit, I think all is lost.

Should she leave the town to a no-man's land?

Heart,
Ee Laine.

ABRSM Theory Exam.

Struggled to wake up this morning for my theory exam. The thought of even waking up to go for my exam sickened me. I just wanted to lay there on my bed and think of him.

I got up at around 7.45 and waited for my brother to come out from the showers and got ready. I took awhile to get dress, then got down to eat breakkie and called mum. Mum dropped me off at the Sri Permata, where I was taking my exam again this year, and I went to find for the classroom I was taking my exam in. At 8.50, we had to be in our exam rooms and be seated. So we waited patiently till it was 9 to start.

BUT..... I waited.. and waited.. and waited.. and waited..

AND

The invigilator finally told us that our [those taking Grade 6] papers were not here yet. I was like "What the?!" Seriously, it was already like 9.10. Like hello?! What kinda system is this. When the papers came, I got a photo stated one. I paid like 200+ to sit for my paper and I got a photo stated one. Argh.. Whatever lar..

After I finished my paper, I was practically skipping. Haha.. Finally over. I just hope the results would be ok.

It has been a long day, but it's not going to end yet, until after my Chinese tuition. Sigh. Oh well.. I'm running late for tuition now. See ya peeps.

OHHH!!! I almost forgot! Drama's still on! Got the new scrip! =D Might get the main lead. BIG FAT MAYBE. Worth a try. =)

Heart,
Ee Laine

Trip To The Saloon

Had my haircut again yesterday. I don't have a picture with me now. Haha.. I took a few but the angles are all not right. I look terrible in the pictures. I guess you'll have to see it for yourself, unless until I take one nice picture of myself.

I'm beginning to like it myself now you know, dear.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

Thrive?

Awoke with a slight headache and some pain in the eyes. Finally after struggling awhile in bed, I finally woke up. Without brushing my teeth and washing my face, I switched on the computer and now here I am on my blog writing a post. I'm still feeling a little tired here. Wish to go back to my bed.


Mankind should never just survive, we got to thrive.

My inspiration of the day, early in the morning. When my friend told me this, I had to write this down. Isn't it true, that we have to thrive everyday? Everyday is a chance to improve ourselves and more forward. When you face obstacles, stop and solve them instead of sweeping them under the carpet and more forward. Sometimes you've to stop and think and analyze, have you gone forward, or have you actually went backwards? Thrive to your best in everything you do, because you can change today but tomorrow might not come for some of us. And I think it's time for me to more forward now, and for most of us too.

I just found out that Easter rally won't be held on the 28th anymore. It has been posponed to the 4th of April. Argh.. The banner's not approved YET, the preparations are not fully done YET and everything pretty messed up right now. Oh well.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

2nd Post Of The Evening

I haven't gone back to my books yet. I just can't make myself go back to my so familiar room and study. I just wish it's Saturday. It's a long week waiting for me ahead. How great. There's drama, and teacher said he wants to change the scrip *fyi:drama competition is only 2 weeks away* goodness!!, there's Easter rally stuff to be done and not to forget my very important Piano Theory Exam. It's kinda weird that my parents haven't chased me to study. Oh well.

Most of the adults are busy with the coming elections. I really still don't get all the politics stuff, even after listening to my mum explain how it all works and all. Well, even if I do understand, I can't make a difference anyway.


I have never walked on water or felt the wave beneath my feet
but at Your word Lord
I receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me
in the very same place
all my failures surely would have drown me
but You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
where would I be without You here in my life
here in my life

You have said that all the Heavens sing for joy in one who finds the
way to freedom
truth of Jesus brought from death into this life

And I remember how You found me
in the very same placeall my failures surely would have drown me
but You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reasonI'm kneeling again at Your throne
where would I be without You here in my life
here in my life

A song my heart sings now.


Heart,
Ee Laine.

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I slept in my parent's room on Monday night. It has been ages since I slept there. I still remember when my brother and I used to sleep with my parents when we were younger, they were memorable and I suddenly missed those times when I would stare out their window every night after everyone was asleep at the passing cars. That was always my time to ponder and pray. That night, I found peace sleeping there, even though I slept after shifting my bed there, was dead tired. It freaked me out but I was also happy to be back there. My parents don't exactly understand me, I feel that they don't but sometimes they seem to be trying. They say they love me, but I will never understand why they sounded me, because I'm not in their shoes. Through it all, I know they know what's best for me. They are my parents after all.

Need to get back to my books. 3 last papers tomorrow, but my Theory exam is up next Monday. Sheesh.

Heart,
Ee Laine.

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I know I'm supposed to be studying, but it ain't going into my lil puny brain, so I'm just online discussing some Easter Rally stuff with those 2 dudes, Wai Leem and Aaron Ng. sigh. Responsibilities never taken seriously nowadays. Well, for instance my studies. My timetable is in a mess. With my school exam and theory exam after that, goodness, it's crazy. Then about the drama. We haven't actually had a real combined practice yet. It's a disaster. And also with Easter Rally coming up, it has already occupied most of my time. To sum it all up, I need a break, like right now. Someone, anyone, HELP ME!

Love you baby.

Heart,
Ee Laine.